Denial

Today’s WordPress prompt was “denial,” so I wrote about how denying the fact that I am hungry and giving in to my eating disorder leads to the denial of so much else.

Denial of hunger means

Denial of food,

Denial of needs,

Denial of worth as a human being,

Denial of life,

Denial of vitality,

Denial of connection.

Not letting others see

How God made you,

Denial of your gifts,

As denial of food

Denies the ability to focus.

Denial of the truth means

Denying others the chance

To see who you are,

Not able to dance

Through life with them.

There is no energy

Through denial of food

So I do not deny recovery.

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