This is for two of Fandango’s prompts, February Expressions #26, and today’s FOWC: Treatment. Denial of the need for treatment is common in any form of addiction, as well as sometimes denial that there is even a problem. In my experience dealing with an eating disorder, a person might know they have a problem, but they are even more scared of the reason why they turned to the addiction in the first place, the underlying emotions and trauma.
The devil I know is like a black hole
Sucking all light from around it,
Making everything in its surroundings
Feel its crushing, massive weight.
The devil I don’t know, lurks in
Murky depths and even-darker shadows.
I keep telling myself
I can avoid this event horizon.