For MLMM’S Opposing Forces. Quite often, I look back and think things used to be so much better. At the very least, I miss the past, probably too much. Also, at least for me, I feel like my life has stopped for the past 6 or 7 years, like I left myself back there or something.
Please comment if you know what the heck I mean by that.
“Call Me Mara” *
With all my reminisces,
I ought to take a tiny bit of sugar
To sweeten any bitterness of loss;
And like Lot's wife, take
A giant pillar of salt as the cost.
* see Ruth 1:20
revivedwriter 
I went through a terrible phase of life brought about by needful but hurting actions. I suffered in an awful manner because of this for about four years. Not to equate what I went through with your issues, but yes some us have been marooned on the same desolate island. No advice can be offered, just that I know a bit of what you feel, and hope that you find your way off the island soon.
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Thank you for your comment, Lou.
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