I spoke too soon about the depression. I got triggered by my friend not being there and not being able to het a hold of them, so now I feel suicidal again. It’s a fragile, fragile thing. God likes to make things go to shit the minute I start celebrating.

It’s barely 7:30, but I want to go to bed because I don’t want to be awake. But I keep on crying my eyes out.

7 thoughts on “help

  1. So many of us love the beauty of your poetry and your self 🥰. You remain in our prayers for God’s healing hand to take away your fears with his love and care. Blessings and peace.


  2. Stoicism is in resonance with the Christian faith. It tells us that our happiness can never depend on external events. People will sometimes disappoint us, just like we disappoint other people. Remember to offer your suffering, so that it gets a meaning. Breath deeply, let it go, and keep the faith. You are loved.


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